Failing

Do you ever feel like if you were being graded day to day (or even hour by hour) that you would receive a failing grade.  What is it with these stupid thoughts?  Is my list of things to do just too long or am I not being realistic?  Why is that as a woman I tend to compare myself to everyone around me?  This can't be healthy, this can't be good.  The stupidest part is that I know I'm doing it and still do it.  Life just isn't easy and really it can really feel like a big dirty swamp at times.  Looking forward to a cleaner pool to swim in.